I deal with this frustration as well, but you have to remember that the people who do this fantastic kind of creative work, be it art of music or code tend to be people who do it ALL the time. Sure some of it is innate talent, but a lot of it is just practice and refinement, and lots of reference material you don't often see in tutorial or process videos.
Set aside 30 minutes every day to work on just sketching and illustrating and I guarantee you will see a significant improvement in your abilities over a few weeks and months.
I deal with this frustration as well, but you have to remember that the people who do this fantastic kind of creative work, be it art of music or code tend to be people who do it ALL the time. Sure some of it is innate talent, but a lot of it is just practice and refinement, and lots of reference material you don't often see in tutorial or process videos.
Set aside 30 minutes every day to work on just sketching and illustrating and I guarantee you will see a significant improvement in your abilities over a few weeks and months.